hey,its been awhile since i updated ma blog..
super duper long sia...aniwaes...
mani thgs had happened lately.
ma sis had happily married on jan...
n a few weeks frm tat happiness news,
ther comes the bad news...
ma mum had past away recently...
it was on 28th Feb 09...
it was so surprise n shock...
she was turning 61 yrs old on 7th May,
but...gues god loves her more thn us....
it was realli kinda hard for the whole family memb
to cope with tis..exspecial ma dad...he was trauma...
ma sis,she kinda hard to accept it at 1st....but thn,she
managed to get hold of herself...for ma bro...he's fine..
as for maself...thgs chg...im not quite use to the quiet
environment at hm...normally ma name will be floating ard
the hse....ma mum usually called me to help her with everythg...
even in the morning...i will wake up,carry her to bathe room.
n bathe her,get her chg.disturb2 her...damn...!
i miss those times sei...
i realli do..i miss ma mum so much!
i wanna c her smile...
c her reaction whn i alwaes making her irritated...
n much much more...
its veri painful to c some one u love so much
to past away in ur arms,
ma late mum was leaning on me whn god took her away...
i couldnt imagine wat ma eyes see..
its bizzare n merciful...
but im glad.tat.im with her all the way
till her last breath...
she past away on 28 Feb 09 nite at 8.38pm...
we buried ma lovely late mum on the next day ard 2 plus...
everythg went smoothly...
Alhammdulillah..thank god...
aft we,whch was i,with ma bro n one of ma uncle,
assist ma mum into the kubur..
i burst to tears as the crane cover the ma mum body
with earth soil...tat was the last time i saw her face...
i pray hard to god tat she will b safe n happy...
n i wish to really say im sorry for the sins tat i had done...
n now...i had to move on n create a better n promising life for maself,,,
since tat day she past away...
everyone kinda low mood...
the hse was quiet...
ma dad wasnt bz cookin for ma mum,
everyone jz chg...
haixz...
i realli duno wat more to say...im even lost rite now...
i cant even realli think straight... k la..
tats abt it...c u guys...
"SUPERHUMAN"
11:57 PM <3
hey hey!
hahas..
i finally get rid of ma lappy "s" button keyboard problem...
hehe..
gues wat i do...
nope..
no i did not get a new keyboard..
instead,
i connect ma destop keyboard to ma lappy...
haha...cool shit..
now i can lay down on ma bed,
n place ma lappy at the tip of ma feet...
while the keyboard is at ma stomach..
hahaha...lazy thg huh!
hehe...
alwaes rmbr..
at least sit 2 meter away frm screen...
and tats wat im doin...
hehe...
anw,
todae,
i woke up late...
due to lack of reat n alwaes bz doin werk..
as u can c..ma sis wedding is near,
so,tats quite lots of thgs to be prepare...
so cant wait...
its freaking next week!!
few of ma selected fewns will b invited...
todae i kinda painted the hse doors..
its sun blast colour...
finally,
the hse is lookin quite brand new n nice...
peeeyuu!
alamak!darn it!
ma favourite n most lovely aunty is comin to stay over at ma hse
next week monday!!!
she's frm malaysia...
trully asiaaaa....!
k crap...hehe
im so excited...but panic also..
cuz the hse is still not fully "clean" yet...
plus...!
ma mum is comin back on FRIDAE!!!!!
WUHOOO!!YAY!!!!
finally!thank god!
ur comin back hm mum...
cnfrm she will b surprise tat i painted the hse
with her fav colour...
so cant wait for her return!
hehe...
u noe wat,ma mum sickness almost cuz her leg to be cut.
but we say no...i dont want ma mum preciouis leg to b cutted off...
we rejected the doc suggestion,
actually, ma mum leg is fine...
its juz the veins...its clod up..jam..tats y blood cant flow..
hainxz...
furthemore..she got veri veri super duper sensitive skin...
so whn the veins cant do wat it suppose to do...
the leg will hav an effect...
the skin chg to colourful colours...
haixz..
pity ma mu..now tat she cant walk..
more attention will b pointed to her...
need super duper extra care!
anw,tomolow i m goin to visit her..3 days alreadi didnt visit her..instd ma
other family family mems went to c her..
cuz i was to bz preparing lots of stuff at home,
painting,cleaning,n bla bla bla...hahas..
now sch had open,i feel more stressss...
n yet..almost forgot ma gf..hahas...
i miss her so much...
luckily she is caring and understanding...
she understand im havin a difficult n hetic situation rite now...
i love so much her!muawh!ahahas...
too bad i cant spent some time with her...
but still,i need not hav to worry,
cuz she is ssooooo the around n all over ma hp 24/7!
haha!ma bill even went up double!gosh!
ma sis was like...
"adik!wth u do with ur hp?!u msg god uhs until so expensive!"
hahas...in ma brain was thinkin like..
"nope!i msging god's gift to me!haha!"
life's starting to look more brighter tis yr...
hopefully everythg is gona b alrite..
tats abt it...
i think i talk too much..haha..
gtg..
chaows!!!
"SUPERHUMAN"
10:54 PM <3
hey peeps,
juz came back frm werk at the airport juz nw,
so freaking tired n sleepy,
feeyuuu!
anw,tis few days the schedule is so jam packed!!!
waduh waduh!
further more,
ma sis wedding is next week!!!
omg!!!!
i've yet to buy ma formal clothing!
darn it!
geeesh!
n btw,in random....
ma lappy "s" button sux!
its so hard to presssssssss!!!
grrrr!!!!
itz zo irritating...
grrr!!!
hmm,todae iz 1zt dae at zch,
it waz fun to meet ma zchmatez....
miz the crappy mappy frappy~!
haha!lolx...
meet new jan intake ztudentz too...
kinda dizturb thm n annoy thm..
haha...
zo tomolow iz workzhop the whole day..
darn it...
ma zefty zhoe ma ziz throw away zia...
knfrm tomolow ma ear veri pain!
non ztop hitz power 98FM!
ahaha...
k la..
letz end here...
cuz the keyboard zux!
n btw(*i replace S with Z as it is easier n faster to type!)
peace people!
"SUPERHUMAN"
11:43 PM <3
harlow harlow!
hahas...
lately these few days has been the best
days of ma life in 2008!
it was awesome!
i had so much fun...
been all over the place..north,south,west n east...!
watchin movies,hanging out,get into trouble n so so
hahas...
anw,on mon i went to St.James...
went to the underage party...
hahas...
actualli i have no mood to go...
but ma fewns drag me there...
they even reserved a ticket for me...
so nice of thm,wth!
so,might as well i jz go n hav fun!
hahas...
it was a blast...!
to some of ma fewns,
it was their 1st time in da club..
hehe..
but it was cool.
we had lots of fun,dancing,laughing,n jiggling with the chickies...
n i evn saw ma ex-sec sch junior fewns too!
hahas...they were partying hard like us...
the funny thg is tat aft club,
in the morning all of us went to werk!
haha!freaking sleepy n tired sia!
walaos...!
yesterday,
i had a BBQ pit to celebrate,
juz wanted to end the last day of 2008 in a relaxin day,
away from society n jam packed human crowd,
the pit was fun,
loved filled the air together with many laughter n rains of happy smiling faces!
it was kinda happy to c ma gd buddies b able to make for ma pit...
n i appreciate it...
we drank,hav fun with card games,
created our own firewerks!
haha..n much much more...
but,thank god...
the BBq pit was successful!
the weather was excellent,the crowd was just nice..
its much better thn last time...
the food was also marvelous..
even though it took me quite a hard time to prepare it..
we had 2 type of bee hoon(i cook!hehe),otah2,satay,160 pieces of chickens!haha!
hotdogssss....prawns,cakes n i dont noe wat la sum more..
in conclusion,everyone had a great time...
bt its a pity ma gf had to leave early for ma pit
cuz she had to go for werk...awww...
but still!i LOVE u!!!
she made a delicioius CHOCOLATE CAKE!
wahahahaha!it was freaking awesome uhs!
so the....WAH!!!
serious!once everyone put the first scoop of the piece of cake
into their mouth,they suddenly giv tat melting face emotion...
hahas..the cake really makes u melts n feel so weak...
haha!thanx gf!evryone LOVES the cake!
but i love it even more!
hehe...
anw,tis morning,
had a hangover,
freshen maself up,
pack up the pit stuff n tents...
off to breakfast,had mee soto!
the chili was super duper spicy!
it realli makes me feel awake sia!
ahah!thn took cab home..fall aslp in the cab,
n continue ma slp at hm again..haha..till 8 plus jz nw...
overall i had a great time..
the 2008 was a rough landing for me...
so many ups n downs...
many happy moments n sad moments had been felt...
still remmbr last yr countdown...
hahas..celebrate it with ma ex at sentosa...
jz the 2 of us....but nw,
i finally,i had successfuly move on...
i now got better thg to do in life n i m with a mission,
i realised nw i noe wat i want now...
"SUPERHUMAN"
9:18 PM <3
as days n weeks went by,
i felt ma life had washed away all the lost n sad tears...
i dont know wat u doin to me,but,
i m lovin it...!
not even superhero can save me...
u chg ma whole life,
u giv me hope to live n be strong...
ma heart had been crying for days n weeks,
many problems are being encountered as seconds pass...
one of it is mum...my guardian angel...
mum was in hospital for more thn 2 weeks...
been to surgery,
SICU..
now in ward...
haixz..
but thank god she is in good n stable condition...
jz pray to god tat she will get well soon...
i rather let me replace ma mother n be in her shoes..
let her b me...
let her feel how to b young n physically strong n fit again...
i love u mum..!
i wish to share the pain together mum...
i dun wan u to b alone...kae..
b strong!i noe u r...
I LOVE U!!!!
i promise.... ='(
whn u get well,
i promise to b the best son u ever had!
i will try ma best to be a good boy aite...
ily!
may god bless u...!!
lately been werkin and wondering ard,
ma hrs now are even packed then normal sch days...
been visiting mum everyday,
went out to hang out wit some old fewns...
preparing for BBQ pit at east coast pk,
cleaning hse,painting it...
findin a TUX for ma sis wedding,
omg,n much much more...
day by day,i just make maself fully packed with "stuffs"...
todae went out with gf...
met her at ma place,
thn went to catch a movie...
she looks veri pretty todae...
i love it went she wears long skirts...
she looks so ...WOW!hehe...
so the minah lady lady..
hav some fun todae...
taken lots of pics of our funny n stoopid emotional faces in cab...
hahas...we laughed so hard till the uncle also laugh,
hehe..extra!but nvrmind,
if he dun drive,who will?
if i,fuhyoo!!!can bcome CRAZY TAXI!
wawawa...
anw,thanx to ma lovely cuzin,
i got ma new blogskin chg!
yay!
i owe her a treat!hehe...
aniwae,it kinda late at nite now,
so,i tink i wanna head to lala land rite now...
"SUPERHUMAN"
1:23 AM <3
this blogg will b closed down due to some retarded people who likes to disturb ma life!
nabei che bye...
so bye bye to all ma stalker!
n also ma dear readers..
ma ups n downs life story ends here...
till next time...
there;s no more fun in ma life animore...
everythg tat i love n like is all gone...
pieces r scatterred all over the places...
=(
"SUPERHUMAN"
6:13 AM <3
introducing the "DEMOLITION BOYZ"!!
wawawawawa...
hahaskxz..
todae i had fun,
after werk,i
meet up wif dom who jz came bck frm brunei...
lots n lots of stories was being heard by him...
very interesting u noe...
the struggle he went through at brunei for the commando course...
hahas...veri funni too!
anw,after tat,i went bck hm and sleep,
wake up ard 9pm++
meet up wif ma buddies...
went 2 buy fire crackers!
hahas...thn went j.west to play....
power...!we make lots n lots of so call " rockets...."
the rockets tat we made turn out to b a "TNT BOMB"!
IT A FUCKING BLAST!!!!
THE SOUND!walao ehk...
loud like fuck!
every single loud BANG ends with people shoutin "Oi"!
hahas...fun sia...
we go frm places to places to play tat shit...
anooyin people at nite!wawawwa...
evil rite???i noe...tq!
hahas...now tired sia..
sianxz...
tomolow werkin...
sat n sundae had to go jln rayer...
aiyoyoyoy...
biler nk payday!!!!
grrr!!!!
overall,todae i had a great day...
exxcept for the moment i came bck frm werk jz now...
i fell aslp in the bus...
thn,out of the sudden,
the bus jammed break!
knnccb!!!!!
ma head knock against the back handle bar chair...
cb pain sia...
and thn got some girls look at me n gigglees!
walaoi...paisey paisey...
hahakxz!
k la..
gtg...
wanna slp!
tc!
"SUPERHUMAN"
12:57 AM <3